Monday, July 28, 2008

Charred heart

Some days, like today, I realise just how badly damaged I am by the events of the last few years. Maybe stepping down from leadership has allowed me to just confront my true emotions and situation.

My heart is so hardened and bitter. I just dont have any compassion or patience left. So, I face up to the truth that my heart is bitter and full of anger, lacking the resources to respond in love. I wonder if I will ever be healed. Will I ever be optimistic, trusting and filled with faith again?

Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner.

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